August 2012
July 2012
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So from now on I gotta focus on John Mayer. I don’t mind really.
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formerlymn said: some peoples care. just sayin’.
I wish they’d show it. Wait, let me rephrase. Some people do, but the ones that I thought would comfort me, aren’t, and that hurts more than the people who’ve hurt me.
It’s like I forget my brother reads my tweets and then asks what’s wrong when I really just want to be left the fuck alone and I know you mean well, but when I’m at the lowest low someone such as yourself recognizes me? Yeah. Thanks big brother for pretending to care. you never do, don’t start now.
Also, you questioning about what I’ve been doing and who I’ve...
The biggest mistake I made and what cost me a lot of enjoyment in my life, was assuming that everybody cared. They don’t.
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I’ve been awake since 1am yesterday. I’m emotionally drained, and I might be a little drunk still? It just could be because of the lack of sleep. But my mom just gave me a pretty voicemail on how I’m the biggest fuck up and she wished she aborted me. Yeah. My mother. Bless her. Right? All because like 2 weeks ago she said I can take these recyclables, and I did, and she changed...
I wish I could say I love my mother.
I feel like a terrible person, but when I’m low, she makes me lower. Thanks mom. You make me feel like such a good person.
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*sigh*
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It felt good writing down all those things, and it felt good posting them.
Finished one shift. gotta go work with children now. lol that’ll be fun.
I better shake this heartbreak quick.
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I wrote this during my drunken rampage last night. Every word I wrote down is still relevant.
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You know what? Fuck this. It hasn’t even been a full day and I’m already the lowest of the low. I left you. Why didn’t you chase after me? Better yet, why didn’t you just say no to the job MR I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I’M GONNA PROPOSE TO YOU BECAUSE MAYBE SHE’LL...
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Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.
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Remember, the new logo is going to look better...
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What I wrote on the plane ride home
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Sunday morning wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Probably because we did all our crying & yelling and whatnot before we left for Boston weds night. There still were some tears last night, but it was expected.
Massachusetts is a wonderful place. The first night I didn’t like it because it was a new place, and I was stubborn...
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